I have been having the oddest dreams lately...regarding MS, my diet changes and healing. Last night was a particularly odd one - I won't get into the details because honestly you will think I am crazy, but it was very interesting.
This morning I woke up with a burning feeling in my brain - I wonder to myself if I can feel my nerves being attacked by my body. I want to brush that thought away, but the burning continues. I want to forget that I have this thing but little tingles, intermittent numbness & burning make me wonder.
I am left feeling off this morning - if that is the most annoying thing about MS is the uncertainty. I want/need to live in the moment, because at any moment things could be drastically different than they are right now. Right now is a 100% different than last year at this time (regarding my emotional and physical self). So you can see the dilemma - how do you get a secure stable feeling if everything is not stable? Yep, having an I HATE MS day.
On another note, my wonderful sis decided to run the Akron Marathon for MS. If you would like to donate to her fund-raising you can at her page .
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