I have not updated much this week. Work has been rough and I am worried that I am falling into my old habits. When my MS attack happened in October, I was working consistently 50-60 hours a week. Now that may not seem like a lot to some people but keep in mind, I only make $30,000 a year. My neurologist kept emphasizing to keep my stress down and when I work that many hours, I feel like I am always playing catch-up; with sleep, eating, working out and just life in general. How do you keep a job that expects that type of hours and still take care of yourself? I am still trying to work that all out. Am I crazy to be thinking about having a baby too? Goodness. How do people do it all?
I am scared that running myself ragged will cause another attack. I also do not want to give up my workouts (they help as much mentally as physically). What to do, what to do?